unhappy chappy

I just can't seem to keep myself happy these past 2 weeks. Maybe I just need to sit in corner and smoke some crack? I know what it's about and I just can't seem to pull myself out of the funk I'm currently in. I love not being at work. It's a work thing. You know how you just have periods where you just don't like working - I'm there right now and every day seems like a drain to me. I even considered getting another job but due to the economic crisis at the moment, it's not a good idea. I guess that's why I'm so unhappy because I hate not knowing things. I have no direction. I don't know when the markets will pick up again so I can get a new job. This information I simply do not know. So therefore, it is making me unhappy because I wanted a new job before xmas so I could enjoy the new year. Instead I just have to like it and lump it. I need more moneys people, money money moneys. Especially as I now have a few dentist bills. ARGH.