Good Vibes

Well, I think the worst is over. All the brooding that I did must have worked wonders. I am now feeling a whole lot better. On Tuesday I really started to improve. I'm one smiley girl now. While I'm still rather exhausted from getting over the mental stress of it all and the eating things, I am a lot happier within myself and actually more confident than I was before. I'm also ensuring I stand up for myself a little more than I used to and it is working wonders I think. While it's only been 2 days, I hope this is won't be an up down rollercoaster ride with me up one day down the next.

Though I want to have a massive rant about Apple Macs. While I have an iMAC, I've had it for about 1.5 years and it's already out of date. While I am used to this due to my job, I hate the fact that every year they are bringing out something just as good and they are not really upgradeable. I thinking of getting a new laptop next - whether I do or not will be another decision - I'm hoping work will provide me with one. But at least if I get a windows one, I can upgrade it fairly easily and will do me about 3 years. Whereas if I got a macbook, it's a lot of money down the drain - while it's nicer and easier to use, I think I'll wait and see what work may give me first.