Gargh

I've been vomiting all day and even my anti nausea medication didn't kick in for a while so I had to get another injection to stop the vomiting. It has wiped me out though and I've been sleeping on and off for the past few hours. I for some reason today though have been extremely horny. Like I'm absolutely gagging for it. Then I receive a few messages from a buddy over the other side of the city. There is nothing going on between us, maybe just flirtation, stupid text messages that kind of thing. I never told him that once I thought of him whilst having sex with an ugly guy and I was a little drunk so it was quite easy to transport myself into thinking that he was actually there. I had to hold my mouth though because I was sure I would say his name. Now it's the 3rd time I might have to listen to that song by Mousse T - Horny!!! Gosh, if I had a close buddy, I'd be like hey i absolutely need some. You know once I was addicted to sex and I fear that I'm going down that path again. I hope not because you don't enjoy it as much when you have to do it so many times a day, I guess that's a good reason why I don't have a boyfriend.