Womanly Rough Day

Me thinks today will be quite a painful day for me.  I have got a bad UTI. I thought it had gone away but it has come back pretty darn tough. I have to get it cured before my holiday and my doctor is away next week. I'm hoping that there is a spot in the practice with another doctor so I can go in Monday. I'm going to have to get up early tomorrow morning and get in to work before 8:30am so that if they have an opening, I can just go in straight away.  I've been on the effervescent and the cranberry pills which are better than cranberry juice but oh the pain. One day last week I was crying before work sitting thinking should I go in or should I not.  I actually picked it up from that Hotel guy. And I was so smashed that night, I really only remember a couple of things. Which has made me really worried that he might have diseases.  In some of my previous countries, they had free clinics where you could go and get std checks and all that kind of stuff. But they don't have anything like that here. I do not have a low income card or anything like that. I think that it's a travesty.  I really like my free std checks.  And recently I've been worried about pregnancy and when my nipples started playing up this week I was just like shiver me timbers, please no.  There are several reasons why I would not like to be pregnant at this stage, but mostly when I do get pregnant (if I ever do because the ladies at work keep scaring me with the stories of labour) I would like to be at the point where I would know who the father was and that I was in a relationship with that man and not the i've had relations with x different men this month and I won't be able to tell who it is.  Which is my current situation. Further more, I'm not big on details. I wouldn't even know the person's name if that was to happen.  Anyway, now I'm just thinking about stuff because I am worried I have germs from that guy.  Okay, hopefully I can relax shortly. Maybe I should put some music on and just loose myself in the music.  And I don't need to worry too much, if there is no doctor available tomorrow, I can just find another doctor.  There are tons of them in the city and tomorrow, I should have some anti biotics in my hand ready to get rid of this infection.