Want want want

I want lots of things. I'm in a new country where it's not easy to make friends. Granted. It's not I have made maybe 1.5 since I've been here. I'm going to admit it damn it. While I've come out of my post London shell, I'm really lonely. With my foot in mouth disease it's not easy to keep them (haha). But I'm so lonely. This weekend is the first free weekend I've had and I started it by yahooing my boss. It was sad. One of the guys even said to me what are you still doing here. But I have to admit, I don't say the right things and I think people get a bit oh I'll stay away from her. But I need to find some friends so I've decided, I'm going to a newbies even in july and then I'll see after that. But on the other hand, there's a few nice males at work in the building not in our company but I just can't be bothered meeting anyone.